" This is the first day of my life"

September 12 th! I woke up thinking about how the past years have been so wasted on mindless things, how my hands have not aged a bit, how I have been wearing the same shoes for about five years now( my feet probably smell) and the soles are just now beginning to show their wear. Funny how my head feels as if I'm balancing books on it and I have not read a single page. I have decided to stop everything I am doing in my life and to start anew. I love to knit! so why am I not doing more of it? Or any of the things I love for that matter. 

mmmm... now I'm looking for purpose instead of half-heartedly accepting everything in my life. I will pour my heart into the things i find beautiful, the things I love, and subdue the rest. End!